I don’t give a shit if I’m not on the same level as other musicians. I don’t care if other people don’t accept my music. I couldn’t care less if they don’t like it. But it matters to me when YOU say you like it. It matters to me when YOU encourage me.
There are so many people that like this shit and ask for recordings of this meaningless babbling I do with my songwriting. But then I go out of my way, ignore peoples requests for recordings and do what I feel YOU would like and write and record YOU a fucking song summing up how I feel about YOU every second of every day toss that shit on a cd and give it to YOU what the fuck does that piece of shit end up?
Forgotten. Laying collecting dust for a year.
Thats the last time I do anything like that for YOU.
Some people might be freaking out about the thoughts of their future but I’m not. I literally have nothing to lose but the world to gain. There is only one thing I do fear, and that is one day I’ll look back and notice that I didn’t take the time to thank the people that have come into my life and make this time worth while. To all my followers and those who I follow, thank you for sitting at your computer/laptop/i-anything and reblogging or liking or even just messaging every once in a while. I can truly say that even though the impact you’ve had on my life may have been minimal it has made this trying time in my life a hell of a lot more bearable. Keep doing what you’re doing and never give up on your dreams, if no one else believes in you, you better believe I do.